Music In Japan July & August 2010: A dedication, past and present

by Matt Sawyer on Friday, August 13, 2010 at 3:12pm
It was great seeing some old friends in Japan!  Ami Hirai and Kazuki Nagashima were two of my college friends now living in Tokyo.  The first night we were there, it was late and we crashed, but the second night, we met up with Kazuki and went to see our Denton friends at a small jazz club called Strings.  The group was YT-Little D, headed by bassist Yuka Tadano.  With her were old friends Brian Girley (from way, way back!), his wife Maiko--which is how I met my wife Yukari, as she was friends and worked with Maiko and then Brian and her started dating.  Also there were some Denton friends of theirs and one I knew, Kana Tamura.  Then Roberto Verastegui on piano, amazing as always.  It was a special night, because our trips coincided, by complete coincidence.  As Kazuki put it, a miracle!  But really, it's not often that you meet your friends on the other side of the world at the same time, not planning the trips together, or even knowing we were planning!  The music was great, and everyone played very well, including the rest of the band, Li Xiaochuan on trumpet and Japanese drummer Ko Omura, whom I met that very night!  Li and I just missed each other, as I left North Texas in Spring 2007 as a full time student (although I wouldn't call "full time" lab band and saxophone lessons!), but knew of each other through our mutual friend Brian.  It was really great seeing all these guys and girls and hearing them play on the other side of the world.  This note acknowledges my happiness to be their friends and be a part of their music--support is key to keeping our music alive!!
The following night, I performed with Ami and her group of extraordinary musicians at a jazz club called MEG-Jazz.  I'll be posting some videos soon, but it was a night to remember!  Thank you so much Ami for letting me be a guest and perform on the spot like that!  The tune selection was great, and I was very honored to be a part of it.  They performed creative originals and standards with nice arrangements, including Lover Man and Summertime.  She allowed me to play a song without her singing, and I chose Time After Time (not Cyndi Lauper!), always a favorite of mine since hearing Sonny Stitt's version w/ strings (it's beautiful if you haven't heard it)...I couldn't find on YouTube, but did find a few nice Stitt solos, including this one:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VOOJPyYkRY4
Ami's group consisted of Yoshio Taniguchi on piano, Koji Tetsui on bass (a UNT alum!  I had just missed him--came to UNT in Fall 2000 and he was a 2000 graduate!), and Ryo Shibata on drums.  By the end of the night, I was really aching for more and wished we had more time to play, but was off to Osaka soon.  Thanks guys for letting me create some music with you and it was a pleasure meeting all of you.  At the end of the night, I got to sign the bathroom wall (the owner lets all musicians who perform in his club sign his bathroom wall) and just like everywhere I went in Japan, you are treated with respect and kindness.

After arriving in Tokunoshima, Yukari and I had a busy schedule of trying on and fitting into our clothes for professional pictures and a wedding reception, where we would re-celebrate our marriage (done privately with only my close family and Best Man Charles Tabangcora, middle school-high school friend--so don't feel bad if you missed it!  It was in Paris, TX, where I went to school from childhood)...this time it was done Japanese style!
I performed solo alto saxophone (literally with no other musicians) the song "Shima Uta"  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsKuLO0LPV0  --a very famous island song in Japan--and then, improvised alone over Time After Time, concluding with another solo performance of one of my favorite Japanese pop songs, "Itsuka  kaze ni naru hi" translating to "a day you(or I) become a breeze".  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTzGUIFq3cc
 I performed it somewhat fast, in 3/4 alternating w/ some 4/4 on the chorus.

It's literally been years since I had performances as meaningful to me as the ones I had in Japan.  I can literally make a list of the ones that stand out significantly, and these were at the top of the most meaningful.  I think it has something to do with audience reception, and it is not something that comes very often to the musician that improvises.  You can just feel it in the air--it's like you died and went to Heaven.  I haven't felt like that in years.  It's like playing alone on the beach near a beautiful ocean and beautiful view--you are doing what you love and only the ocean can hear.  The ocean is always responsive with its waves.  You experience all 5 senses and what you feel beyond that is a sixth sense.  This is what I felt while performing in Japan.

One of the times in my past that I felt like this was very early on, performing in Kenton Hall at UNT in a quartet setting, with old friends Chris Hill (drums), Michael St. Clair (bass) and Andrew Page (piano).  We were part of the Black History Month music celebrations, and John Murphy (Jazz Chair at UNT now following then Neil Slater) had organized it so all four groups performing that night would play John Coltrane's music.  We opened the show, and I was pretty young at the time, 20 going on 21.  Not that I'm old now at 28, but it feels like ages ago.  I felt this sense of nervousness, which is what I got recently performing in Japan.  I was nervous and excited and felt the audience giving off a feeling of "really eager to hear what we were going to do."  Prior to our first note, John Murphy had put on an introductory video clip of Coltrane playing "Impressions"--it may have been something else--but his vibrato and passion set the standard for the night--I mean, it's awfully hard to follow Coltrane, even though he is not alive, but you could literally feel his spirit in the room.  If you've ever been in Kenton Hall at UNT, and I'm sure most of you have that are reading this, you know what it looks like--well, it never looked like this before.  It was lit up with candlelight, and posters, sort of like a shrine to John Coltrane.  When we played, we had to be ready to bring it!!  And I did more than I ever had in my whole life up to that point--and my fellow musicians certainly did.  I wish I could do that again.  It's one of my fondest musical memories.  We played "Syeeda's Song Flute" and "Dear Lord."  I remember it like it was yesterday.  That's why I'm so passionate writing about it.

This musical energy is so hard to come by that I have only experienced it sparingly.  I write this as a dedication to all the musicians I have played with, past and present.  Despite all the practicing musicians do, a lot of the growing is done in the performance aspect, I believe.  The groups I had formed from years past helped shape me into the critical music thinker I believe I am today, and want to go beyond.  I want to have more performances like the ones mentioned above, and am grateful beyond belief.  This note is long overdue.  I wanted to tag as many of you as possible, and it will be tough not to leave someone out.  You were all special to me, and still are.  My teachers and colleagues are in there, too.  Thank you for your generosity and for giving me lots of information to absorb.  I am working on a dedication website past present and future with every project I was involved in between 2000-now along with future involvements.  It's not for the world to know--it's for you guys' eyes to see.  Anybody that has performed music in any setting knows the relationships that come and build and continue to get stronger, even during periods of falling out.  We never forget these friendships and musical relationships, and to the MUSIC--that's this dedication.

Two quotes I remember strongly about our music (jazz) from when I was in school were:  "Hey Matt, Keep It Goin'!"--Jimmy Heath to me and "Be a musician!"--Phil Woods, indirectly to me.  He said it many times though.  Phil Woods meant that you can't just play jazz, that's truly one dimensional thinking.  He said "be a musician"..."write something," "play your doubles," "play classical..."  He said dammit a lot, too.  I can't give an exact quote to the money, but think about it:  you are so narrow-minded if you believe you just play jazz.  There is obviously something we each specialize in, or are better at than other things.  For me, that's playing jazz saxophone.  But when he said that, I knew that I had to really work hard at all other musical aspects.  I came from a family of a deep love of rock n roll music--classic rock and anything good that rocked since.  I had a deep love of classical saxophone and its rare use in an orchestra setting when in high school, and all my lessons in high school were classical, from my teacher Roy Allen.  When done very well, it can be as beautiful to my ear as the most wonderful Charlie Parker solo, like the one here on Just Friends:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rlkiz6r5Hb0   Parker was inspired by classical music, and the best musicians I know all play it and/or love it and have a respect for everything.  Those are such powerful words, Mr. Woods!  Hopefully it will inspire everyone else, too.  Before this quote was given to me, I had thought I was just a jazz player.  Now I realize I was giving up too much, and even with the practice you miss not practicing jazz, you gain so much more in musicianship it should eventually overcome this.  Mr. Heath's quote was meaning to say, keep it goin--as in keep jazz alive.  Keep our music alive.  To do that, you have to reflect on the past and change the future.  I sure respect all of my friends out there playing on a daily basis and making a living.  It's a hard thing to do, and you don't know how hard until you have tried!

If you know me now days, you know I can't get away from Lady GaGahttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3R3KqrJAI4 and KISS FM.  There is much passion in that woman, and you could argue, but you can't dispute her talent and ability to mesmerize people.  I wish I could sing and play piano.  I play more piano than saxophone these days, not to get good at it because I feel that is too impossible at this point to "start over"...but I feel that the chordal aspect is too good to pass up.  I sure was stubborn back in the day, believing I could hear it all without the piano.  I just practiced jazz alto saxophone--transcribing, listening to jazz, improvising and learning tunes, and used my previous classical experience and fundamental study as my musicianship qualities--including scales, sound and just technique in general.  With this idea to open my mind up musically, and to play the saxophone as if it's not a saxophone anymore, it becomes just good music.  It's all good music then!!  I believe my buddy Clay Pritchard said that, play it like it's not a saxophone.  It's just like any other instrument, and can be...so vocal and beautiful, and it's my instrument.  Just like some people play the piano.  With all that prowess!!  That's the goal.

I've learned so much from everybody and hate that I kept it so bottled up all these years.  It's a lot to chew on, I know.  Music is so powerful that you lose your head in it.  It's a good feeling.  This is what I have reflected on while finally visiting my wife's country.  It has brought me a sense of peace like never before.  She hadn't been home in 5 years, and it was all because of her decision to marry me.  When I finally visited and met her entire family (literally!) it was then and there what I realized I had deprived her of.  She had me, but missed her family dearly.  They were wonderful people and I can't imagine not being home in 5 years.  For this I owe my wife, forever.  It's a good thing we are married!
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    • Andrew Francisco nice note ... although, no love for warren? shame.
      August 13, 2010 at 3:55pm ·  ·  1 person

    • Matt Sawyer He is the best. Was the best. Always will be...
      August 13, 2010 at 3:56pm · 

    • Christian Dorn speaking of lady gaga...have you heard her playing all her tunes on acoustic in new york? really sick stuff
      August 13, 2010 at 5:21pm · 

    • Matt Sawyer Just heard/saw a few radio broadcasts similar to the one above. I'll have to check it out! You in Denton yet?
      August 13, 2010 at 5:44pm · 

    • Dave Dolengewicz Kazuki!!!
      August 13, 2010 at 8:28pm · 

    • Christian Dorn I move up to denton on the 22nd! I'm so excited! .....if you cant find the recordings i can email them to you, I dont think they are on any of her albums. Its just her playing piano and singing, she does a jazzy, second-line arrangement of poker face..it's awesome!
      August 13, 2010 at 10:39pm · 

    • Brian Girley finally got around to your note man. GReat note and it was truly a miracle to see you on the flip side. =)
      September 2, 2010 at 8:23am ·  ·  1 person